April 14, 2008
Not much going on, so if you read this prepared to be bored.
One horrible day I was really upset. I had the house all to myself during the day, so most of that time was spent balling my eyes out. That evening, after my day's therapeutic cry, I started my nighttime routine before going to bed. I had just turned on the bathroom faucet to wash off my makeup when I hear a man's voice behind me and to my right. It said my name, "Kristin," twice. The voice was very calm, but had this serious tone to it. Like they wanted me to listen carefully to them. I waited to hear anything more, but heard nothing. After that, I told them that if they aren't Patrick then they aren't invited and to leave. It took me a few days to realize it probably was him because those other 2 or 3 times that he addressed me personally... he'd say "Kristin" or "Becky" 2 or 3 times. I guess he picks up on my reluctance to believe I just heard something, so he repeats himself to prove that it's really him.
Fastforward a few weeks and I'm in terrible pain from a tooth. Just terrible. One of those evenings I was crying in my room because it hurt so bad. I heard a lady's voice (which I've heard before)say "Kristin's crying." Then I heard her say "Patrick." Another night, after feeling a little better, I heard a voice while climbing into bed. It was a man's deep voice ordering me to "Sleep." Lol! I always felt that was Patrick.The 2nd or 3rd morning that my tooth felt soooo much better, I woke up and heard a female voice say - "Feel better." So I guess it's true that spirits really do watch over us and know what's going on in our daily lives. A few days afterward - at night and in my bedroom once again - I heard a male voice say to someone, "Look after her." Again, I'm pretty sure that was Patrick. I also heard a man say the word, "Necessary" one night, clear as day. Whatever that means. Of course, I also heard a woman tell someone to "Shut up." Lol!
Dream:
This I'm not sure about. This dream really ticked me off actually. I was inside some gym where a basketball game was going on. Patrick was there, but he was ignoring me. I never received the impression that Patrick in this dream was the trickster spirit I've mentioned before, so either it was really him or it was just a dream I conjured myself. Anyway... in this dream Patrick's mind was fixated on nothing but that damned basketball game. I remember wanting a simple little hug from him, yet he outright ignored me. His eye was trained on that game and the players. It's like he was on a mission.
A few days later I thought that IF that was really him, maybe it was his way of letting me know that he's trying to help me find a literary agent. His eye was trained on that goal.
"Are You There... Patrick?" - Disney World
All right, this is a little weird and something I ignored until this morning.
I haven't been feeling Patrick's presence much lately, so one night before going to bed I asked - out loud - if he was still around. My answer was silence of course, but the next morning I took a look at the Live Disney World Webcam. (It isn't really 'live,' but is meant to look like it is. It even has audio on it). So I was watching it when on the clip that was playing one of the men is calling for someone. He says... "Are you there? Patrick?" Those were my words verbatim the previous nights! Also, the time I heard this clip was 11:21 am.
As expected, I ignored it. Surely that was nothing, right?
Fastforward to today and I hear the same clip again, only this time it's 10:21 am.
So there's a "coincidence" right there. Those soulmate numbers again (1's and 2's) , and which I've been seeing a lot of lately. Also, the man in that video clip said exactly what I'd been asking Patrick lately.
Other News:
This one just had me rolling my eyes. I was trying to sleep when - once again - I hear a male voice at the end of the bed (not Patrick) say "Boo!" I ignored it. I also ignored it the other night when I turned over on my side and felt someone push me on the shoulder. It's clear they want my attention, but I'm not giving it. Oddly enough, it never frightens me. I really think they're harmless. They must be bored out of their minds.
And I think this is funny:
There were new pictures of Gerry at the Nim's Island Premiere. I was thinking of placing on my desktop one of the silly pics of him catching confetti with his tongue. When I opened a picture, I heard a female voice behind me kind of laugh and say "Funny." It was the voice of the lady I often hear behind me when writing.
May 3, 2008
Patrick News:
No blips on the radar. Just dead air for the most part. I still hear random voices in my room at night. A woman saying – once again – “trying to sleep” (which I was trying to do at the time). Also, Patrick possibly saying “Becky.” Every single time I think I hear his voice, it’s pretty faint. He really needs to just scream or something. Lol! I also think - definitely not sure by any means - that I heard him say a few times, "Becky, can you hear me?"
Oh! I just remembered one thing. A few nights ago I was trying to rest my mind and actually fall asleep when I pictured some little cabin with a walkway inside my head. Right then I heard – inside my head this time. Like hearing a voice from inside a tunnel – a man whisper “Remember.” It caught me completely off guard and was said really fast. (Which is normal for Spirit Communication. It does travel FAST since they’re on a much higher vibration than us).
I also just remembered that the night after I sent my ms to Trident Media Group, I had a dream about my grandmother who passed away years ago. (It was Christmastime in this dream). In the end of the dream she just hugged me. She never spoke to me, so that alone tells me it might have really been her visiting. After she first passed and I would dream about her, she never spoke to me then either. (And spirits do communicate telepathically).
The next morning, when I described the sweater she was wearing to my mother, I was told that she did have a sweater like that. It also made me remember how I thought I heard her voice in my room that night when about to go to bed. I had brushed it off at the time.
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My mother herself has had two strange experiences lately. Twice now she’s seen a spirit. (Mom receives messages from Spirit all the time, only she’s really good at blocking them. But as to seeing them… she never experiences that). A few weeks ago she saw someone’s reflection on the big screen tv. They were hunched over and running towards the laundry room where the cat was. She said it was as if they didn’t want to be seen. At first, she thought it was me. It really spooked her when she realized I was still upstairs asleep.
Then a few days ago I was upstairs in my room one morning when Mom was in the kitchen. In the corner of her eye she saw a tall, glowing white figure wearing a cloak. They were headed towards the foyer. She thought maybe it was an Angel, but then she recalled the cloak.
I have no idea what’s going on here.