Feb. 24, 2008

Okay, here are (possibly) two signs from Patrick that I received today.  At first I brushed them off. Also, I haven't received many signs from Patrick lately, but seeing how on Wednesday Ifinished writing my "Come Back To Me" book, which is loosely based on him, I think that that "coincidence" alone (the timing) is saying something.

"I'm already There"

After I got up this morning and sat at the computer, some guy was driving past on his motorcycle with a Lonestar song playing.  It was LOUD, and the lyrics I heard were....

Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind

And I'll be there until the end

I thought that the timing of those specific lyrics was a little strange, and then couple it with me asking Patrick the other day to find a way to let me know that he's around.  I had forgotten that I asked him that after I finished my book the other day.

I just now realized something else...
 On my old website I mentioned another sign with a motorcycle. 

Click here to read about it

Maybe that's his way of confirming that yes, this morning's sign really was from him.
  Ya never know.  I can't believe I just remembered that!

PhotoShop Brushes

While looking for PhotoShop Brushes online (learned how to use them yesterday!) I came across the picture below:
(Becky was my name in that past life.  It's what Patrick still calls me most of the time;
I've heard his voice say that once, and it's always on evp).

Again, I brushed it off originally but Mom has convinced me to give it a chance.


Last night I was in my bedroom trying to work on my query letter. These days I'm used to hearing spirit voices in my bedroom at night.  It's pretty constant, but most times it's difficult to discern what they're saying. It's just a random phrase or conversations that I can't hear very well. But last night I was in my room, just me and my cat, when I was talking out loud through writing my query letter.  Just brainstorming out loud.  I said to myself (or so I thought) that I need to come up with another name for a manor to place inside my CBTM story.  Directly after I thought that out loud, I heard a man's voice respond.  I don't know exactly what he said, but it rhymed with Ordell/Irdelle... something like that.

Also, a few minutes earlier, when working on my query, I heard the same male voice say -
"She's writing." 
Or it could have been "What's she writing?"
There's no way to know if that was Patrick or not though. It probably wasn't b/c I think Patrick's voice is deeper. I'm going to be open to the possibility, however.
Oh! I also heard a man last night say "McCabe" or "My Cape."  My first thought was "McCabe."

Maybe that was Patrick, and "McCabe" was his last name? One time, when trying to discern his full name, he kept showing someone a picture of Brian McKnight, the singer.  I've always thought "Brian" was part of his name, but that maybe "McKnight" or "Knight" was his last name.  (He came to me as J. Knight in a dream back in high school, and my niece and nephew's school mascott - and a school I work at now - is a Knight).  But... maybe that's wrong.  Maybe he showed her Brian McKnight that day just for the BRIAN and MC part?

(Might not be Patrick)

I've really opened up over the past few months, clairaudiently, so hearing spirits is pretty normal for me now.  (I can't believe I just said that). But there is one male voice that is deeper than the others and which once or twice (when writing) I thought I heard say "Becky."  I can't say for sure though b/c, unlike those other two times when I heard Patrick call my name, this voice was difficult to hear.  But when writing my book in the guestroom, I'm always hearing a lady and a man talking.  I hear the woman the most.  The other night, when I couldn't sleep b/c I was so restless, THE SECOND I turned off the computer at 3 am, I heard a female voice say - "Finally."  (Don't know if I should laugh at that or be pissed).


This is OT, but I think it's funny.  I noticed tonight that my CBTM manuscript is 300 pages in length. 
(As in Gerry Butler's movie

One more thing...

The other morning, when I woke up I had a sentence in my head.  It was about twin flames.  I don’t know what to think of this.  I dream about writing in my sleep all the time, and the book I finished just a few days later is about twins, so… I don’t know.  All I do know is that it immediately had me thinking of Jamie in the Outlander books, and that this sentence running through my head was eloquent.  Being half-asleep I only caught the tail end of it and I didn’t write it down.

I think this might have been nothing, but the eloquence of the sentence is what makes me wonder.

February 26, 2008

Last night I was uploading new PS I Love You Siggies to PhotoShop.  Waiting for them to upload, my eye fell on the "To Becky" PhotoShop Brushes pic above.  I wasn't thinking about Patrick or anything, but I swear I heard a man's voice off to my right say "Believe."  It was very faint, but I heard something.  At least it rhymed with "Believe."